Seven years ago, I would have been terrible for him. ... Seven years ago, I was someone else entirely, trying on different hats to see which one fit best, which skin I was comfortable with sharing. - Ashley Poston As of this writing, I'm still not yet finished with the book, but I read that quote and had a moment of revelation, and now, here I am, writing this post. It started for Clementine with her aunt's apartment. She'd always told her it was magical. She even explained that it took you back 7 years into your past, and warned Clementine not to fall in love with whoever showed up for her. Like she had done. But Clementine still had big doubts, until her aunt was gone and it happened to her. They were perfect for each other. But not ready for each other. They would not be ready until they met again 7 years later. "So you have met me in the future." Me at Late Bloomer CentralWhat came to me in a flash was that maybe that was true for me, too, with my life's work! Maybe I kept hitting upon the right focus, but my heart or soul was not yet ready. "I was someone else entirely." Which would mean that the didn't quite work out moments were meant to be and they were placeholders for the time when I would be ready. Healed enough. Whole. Authentic and connected to my own divinity. If I had found it sooner, what would have happened when my mother died and my life went to hell? How would I have conducted VIP days from the living room couch of my friends' apartment? Or, a few years later, from the day room in the homeless shelter? I needed the way those six years of hell would shape me. But God, I hope I'm ready to bloom now. What about You?I suspect that the majority of the healers and lightworkers who will be drawn to me will also be late bloomers. But during these 30-day blog challenges I end up getting to talk to normal people. Relatively speaking. :) Are you planted and bloomed? Is there a time in your past when you understand now that you wouldn't have been ready then? Let me know in a comment. See you next time! Love, Jeanine
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I like your thinking Jeanine about what if you started earlier and the moment wasn't right. I think someone had a plan for you and now you are on a roll with it! As for me, I can't think of a time in my past that I wasn't ready for it. I've been a go getter all my life.
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10/8/2024 06:01:43 pm
That's great, Martha! And it's easy to believe when I see just what you have done with the blog challenges.
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Such a kool post, Janine! I love time travel conundrums - and your reflection!
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10/8/2024 06:03:52 pm
Yes! I love time travel. And what a cool idea - to send healing back in time. I have done it, but I need to do it more. And to ask my future self to send me some now.
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10/8/2024 02:41:22 am
Living through challenges profoundly shapes who we are and influences our pursuit of personal truth. It's often through our struggles that we discover our authentic selves. If I knew then what I know now, some of the struggles would be different.
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10/8/2024 06:05:39 pm
Yes, that is so true! When I imagine going back in time, it's always with the idea that I would take today's wisdom with me.
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10/8/2024 07:50:11 am
I'm reblooming! lol. One step at a time, one nugget at a time, one learning at a time. It's all good, just right, we've got this!
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10/8/2024 06:06:46 pm
Hey, that's a great term for it, Julie! And I'm inclined to agree with you - we got this!! Thanks for the encouragement.
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10/8/2024 06:08:04 pm
I would say lucky! But OTOH, I wouldn't mind the wellbeing & stability that "boredom" implies.
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Cheryl
10/8/2024 06:25:32 pm
Very thoughtful post that made me think a lot. I think one thing I was not ready for was Reiki. I took Reiki level I many years ago and did self treatments that were helpful but not life changing. This year I took the 2nd and 3rd level and attained Master level. reiki is part of my life now.
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